I can listen to music again, it’s something that has always been a huge part of me. Going through such things recently took it away from me. I can actually laugh about the simple things again that I could not laugh about in the last few months. I’m not feeling as cold as I did two months ago. I felt so cold and so selfish even though I knew everything I was doing was right for everyone. 

This last week I have felt a different kind of stress that I can’t really even explain. I’m not sure if it’s because I’m starting to feel like myself again and even though it is familiar feelings, I have not felt them in so long it almost feels new. Or it could be that this coming week I find out if I’m going to have a very good job or remain jobless a bit longer. 

More pieces that need to be picked up, polished, and put back together.. but so far I’m happy with how far I’ve come and I feel ready to put back some of the missing pieces.

I’m ready for the new me. Like the old Holly, but Holly 2.0 lol. She’s much like the old one, but even better. ;)